I can't move on knowing that what I did cannot be undone. The amount of guilt is trapping me in a cage making it inescapable on trying to achieve self improvement. I miss the comfort of your words, the warmth of your touch, and the steadiness around the world when your presence is near. I miss your words of affection, let it be through poems or paragraphs it will always have a place in my heart Liam. I hate myself for losing you and now I have no choice but to keep going or hope that maybe we'll be together again.