I really did enjoy our times I learnt a lot. I knew it was gonna end I didn’t expect it this fast. Thank you for everything it’s been hard without you, and it hurt a lot I was really upset because I felt as if you didn’t care as much as I did. Im sorry if it looked like I never cared I did I really did and it hurt to badly before we broke up and during it. I realized that it was my fault because I made us like that. I wouldn’t answer for hours never looked like I was trying enough for you. I was just sad from a lot of stuff and I have been for a while and I don’t know how to be happy. I’m trying to be better cause I was really not doing well before and it’s taking time but I think it’s working. I didn’t want this but I know it’s the right thing to do. I hope you’re happy. I don’t know if you even remember this website haha. As much as I miss you I won’t text or call because I need this to focus on myself to get better. 85811110