im so sorry about everything and how it all ended between us. im so sorry about how much i made you hurt and how much pain i caused. i feel really bad about the whole situation, and it happened a whole year ago. i understand now how much you actually cared about me. i now realized how much you put your all into me. im still so confused what i did. because now i realize you're literally the only person that actually cared about me this much. youre the only person that put me befire everything else. i just wish i could tell you im terribly sorry. im so sorry to be that one person that gives you trauma. im sorry i wish you listened to your dad at the very first place because he had that gut feeling from the start. i cant believe i would do something like this and im being so honest the breakup was all my fault. idk if you'll ever find this but if you do then i just want to say i really apologize about everything and i hope you find someone who loves you like i couldnt myself.