Ryan, whenever I think of you I think of just how lucky I am and truly think I have met the one and only love of my life. I never understood when people said “when you know you know” and when I met you I knew, I knew that i selfishly never want anyone to have you the way I do, and I can’t bare to see you in someone else’s arms but mine, and even if there’s struggle and sometimes might not feel like it’s meant to be I’m willing to get over that just to be with you and I pray that you let me make you the happiest person and I promise to never do anything less than that, because your smile is already something I’d risk my whole life fir just to catch a glimpse of it.