leo, i’m so sorry for being so intense since you left. i want to get better. but i don’t know how. i’m so alone now. i’ve never felt for anyone the way i felt for you, and i’ve never felt heartbreak like this. i don’t know how to make it stop hurting or how to stop missing you so much. i’m trying, even if i don’t know how to do this yet. i’m sorry for struggling so much with letting go. with all my love, always. —mae.