i'm trying so hard not to disturb you anymore. not because i don't want to, not because i don't miss you with everything i am, but because i know that sometimes, silence is the only thing left to give. i've already said what i needed to say, i've already reached out so many times, and i've made it clear how much i cared. but now, i don't want to keep forcing myself into your life if i’m not really wanted there. i don't want to keep waiting for a reply that may never come, or hoping for a call that you'll never make. i think i always will, even though i want so badly not to. it hurts, but i have to respect the space between us. i'm reminding myself that i've already done my part. because if you wanted to reply, you would have. if you wanted to stay, you would have. and since you didn't, i'll take that as my answer. i won’t stop leaving messages here, though. my love still deserves a place to exist, even if it’s not with you. #comebackanytime —mae.