i keep thinking about all the little things i wanted to do for you. remembering the things you liked, finding things that would make you smile, and making sure you knew how loved you were. none of it was meant to be a grand gesture. i just wanted to make your life a little softer. i hope i get that opportunity someday. you deserve all the love i have to give. and i’ll keep it all right here, waiting for you. your girl, mae.