hey, Just know that you are really strong and you can do it. Even if the whole world is against you, you have yourself. It doesn't matter if you find someone or not; just know that you have yourself. Anyways, today was ur sis's birthday. i hope you guys still talk and you achieve everything you want. Which is travelling the world, being free. Oh, imagine that you get into Sufism; I hope you become a better version of yourself.