I really thought I'd forget about you, but that's not how it is. It's been months and I still miss and think about you. Deep down I really wish you still have the picture and that you're still thinking about me as well, but at the same time I hope that's not the case. I hope you're not as despaired as me and that you've already moved on. Everyday, I still can't help but wonder what you're up to. How are your cats? How is school going for you? Is it different now that I'm gone? I miss telling you about my day and watching you play your games. I miss sending stupid reels and I KNOW its childish but it's true; in my mind there are still traces of you. Please forgive me if I ever made you uncomfortable. Please forgive me if I was boring to talk to. Please forgive me if it ever felt like I was too busy to talk to you. Please forgive me if I ever confused you because of my indecisiveness. Please forgive me because I still love you. When I see you again, will you have a different hairstyle? Will you be a bit taller? Will you be dressing differently? My heart aches just thinking about it. Will it be awkward when our eyes meet once more? Or will it be sad? Whatever it may be, I'll give you a smile, and hopefully in return I'll be able to see that charming grin that I fell in love with. I wish this is what I could've said that night. I'm sorry I'm really sorry Remember to take care of yourself and focus on school, okay? Lol I have so much to tell you about mine