What happened is not really about hate or anger. It’s more about how everything made me feel.!! There was a time u said u wanted us to stop doing certain things, and even though it was hard at first because I used to disturb u about it, I eventually controlled myself and genuinely moved on from it. I stopped asking because I respected ur decision.!! That’s why the day we had that issue and later resolved it, when you brought it up again and told me to off my light, it confused me. After I did, u suddenly said you weren’t ready for it again and ended the call. I won’t lie, that affected me mentally because it felt like my emotions were being played with a little. I had already trained myself to stop asking for those things, so when it got brought back again only to be taken away immediately, it made me feel like my feelings could just be controlled anytime.!! I know maybe u didn’t mean it that way, but that moment changed how I started looking at things. That’s why I feel it’s better for us to just be normal close friends. I still respect you and I don’t hate you at all, I just want a healthier space emotionally.!!