I miss you. I miss you so much my body aches. I miss saying good morning and goodnight to you. I can’t sleep because I dream we are still friends and have to wake up and face reality that you are gone. That you are no longer part of my life. That all those memories we made were for nothing. All those promises broken. Our bucket list left forever half done. How did we end up like this? Did you really want to end it over one silly argument. I thought we were best friends forever? We promised never to leave each other. That we would always be there for each other no matter what. That we loved each other most out of everybody. If you loved me how could you let me go after one argument. It wasn’t even an argument. Our friendship meant more to me than that. I would do anything to have you back in my life. Anything. You are my best friend. I can’t do life without you. Honestly this is hell. Do you hurt? Are you missing me too? How can you go from everything to nothing and not feel a thing? I wish you never gave up on me. I took my walls down for you. You knew everything about me. You know what I’ve been through. You know how much I prayed for you in my life. And now you’ve gone. I lost you. My best friend, my favourite person, my always. I wish you could of stayed. P.s. I’ve attached a song that you once sent me to listen to and I told you that I’d sing this to you but you have no flaws you’re perfect to me.