being on the bus today reminded me of us coming home that time after Pride, our hands resting on my leg. sometimes those memories just come in waves, I wish they didn’t but I just accept it now. I’ll tell the void instead of you. I’d never felt so close to anyone before in my life…when you picked me up and we went into your room, I don’t know it just felt as though nothing else existed in the world. And I wished that was true. It’s just the past. I think a part of me will always miss you, but I’ll never be disturbing you again because it was so clear in the end. It meant something to me, and that’s what I’ll keep. always wishing you are well. x