Hey Kishor, Ippo ethukaga itha ready panni irukana naama ippa la seriya pesikirathu illa and we dont have enough time to communicate. So enaku enna la unta sollanum and share pannanum nu thonutho atha ellam ithula iruku pah. Ippo la namakkula neraiya sanda varuthu and na tha unta neraiya kova paduran kathuran, ithu ellam ipo konja naala nadakuthu. Ithukana oru main reason enna na namma munna maari seriya time spend pannathathu tha. Because naama seriya time spend pannathathu naala na neraiya yosikiran and automatic enaku chinna chinna bayam varuthu enakulla.Intha bayam ethanaala varuthunu na solran. Naama pesa start panna period of time you gave me all those importance and priority. Aana ippa naal aaga aaga athu ellamey koranjitu varuthu da,athu enaku suthama pudikala and bayama iruku ,inga ini ipdi tha irukamo nu. ne nenaicha enkooda munna maari nalla time spend pannalam ana ne atha panna maatangura athu tha yen nu thrla .Ne enna yosikira yen ipdi iruka nu thrla but ana konjam hurt aaguthu . Enaku therila ne atha mathika try panriya illa ya nu ana sometimes athu romba lonely ah feel panna vakkithu pah. Enakuu ethanala ipdi bayam varuthu and yen ipdi la yosikran nu ne nenaikalam ana athu ellathukum oru reason iruku . Chinna vayasula irunthu yaaru perusa enaku attention thanthathu illa yaarum prioratize pannathu illa.Eppavumey ellarukum oru backup being ah tha irunthu irukan ,I mean oru backup friend, backup sister, and love pathi sollavey vendam ,ipdi tha iruku yennoda life.Even ennoda family kooda perusa support pannathu illa. Unaku theriyum enaku sports kavithai and stage la pesurathu la romba pudikum nu . Oru period of time la enaku pudicha intha chinna chinna vishiyatha panna kooda na romba kasta pattu irukan. First time na kavithai eluthurathu enga veetula therinjappo avunga yaarumey enaku support pannala , athuku pathil ennaiya semmaya adichanga ethuku itha la eluthura unaku enna vayasu itha la eluthalama nu ennaiya adichanga da.ennaiya suthi iruntha ellarum ennaku support pannaga ennoda frnds aprm teachers nu ellrum ennoda family ah thavira. Ana athaiyum meeri na avunga yaaruku theriyama eluthitu irunthan.Appo athu mela enaku verupu varala ana eppo ennoda kavithai book la publish aacho appothula irunthu enaku support panna start panitanga .Ennaiya encourage pannanga , appo kavithai mela enaku oru verupu vanthuchu ,athula irunthu na eluthuratha kammi pannitan and ipo la elurathey illa. And next na sports pona starting la laam neriaya aluthu irukan.because oru oru time uhm na practice porathuku munnadi neraiya sanda varum veetula. even enooda cycle key ya la vaangi vachikittanga na poga koodathu nu. Na sports porathu avungaluku suthama pudikathu. Na track la odurathuku munndai yosipan cha appa vantha nalla irukum , ippo na oduratha appa paatha nalla iruku nu la yosichi irukan . Oru naal kooda na oduratha enga appa pathathu illa ,athu oru yekkamavey irukum enakulla. Later na indivudal championship cup vangi prove pannan enaku sports na evlo mukkiyam odurathu evlo pudikum nu .Athuku aprm tha ennaiya thittama enta sanda podama ennaiya sports ku anupunanga. Itha ellam kekurappo sirippa irukalam may be chinna vishiyama kooda nenaikalam ana ithu ellam ennaiya neraiya traumatize panni iruku .oru kattathula enkau pudichathu ellamey intha maari vihiyathaala enkau pudikalamaley poiduchu.Ippo nenaicha kooda ennala kavithai elutha mudiyum thirumba sports poga mudiyum ana itha ethayum na pana matan yaa na ithu ethumey enaku pudikala pah. Ennoda 12th result kammi aanathu kooda intha maari oru reason naala tha. enaku padikirathu kooda romba pudikum. athukaga first rank matum tha vaanganum nu yosichathu ila . oru maari pudikum ana. 10th la eppovum padichitu tha irupan solla pona bore kooda adikathu . early mrg padipan day time ka padipan konja neram n8 oru 10 vara la padipan . eppo 10th result vanthucho appo la irunthu padikirathum pudikama poiduchu. appo konjam tha verupu vanthuchu padippu mela then 11th result vanthathuku aprm padippey pudikama poiduchu. Yaa nu ne yosikalam yen na na avlo hurt aanan, na romba bad ah treat panna pattan enga veetula. athuvum intha 12th result appo la yaa inu vaalrom nu la thonuchu, neraiya naal saagalam nu la yosichi irukan.enooda appa enta oru 20 days kitta pesama iruntharu aprm oru naal n8 enna la pesa koodatho enna vartha la solla kodatho atha ellam solli thittunaru enta kathunaru ella traumas nu nadanthuchu. Aprm konja naal ku aprm nalla tha pesunanga veetula ana enaku tha padikirathu pudikamaley poiduchu. because they didnt accept me as how i am being, instead they asked me to live how they where said end expected.ippo kooda etho kadamaiku tha padichitu irukan,padicha tha work ku poga mudiyum apo tha veedu katta mudiyum nu. innaiku varaiku na nala irukana ellam seriya iruka nu yaarum ketathu illa enga veetula. avungala porutha varaikum ellam vaangi tharanga selavuku kaasu tharanga so na happy ah irukan, avlo tha. na ok va nu oru naal kooda keta illa, ethachu hurt aagutha nu kooda ketathu illa. Eppovum soluvanga ne epdi irukiyo apdi tha unaku aprm iruka rendu perum irupanga nu . atha naalaiye ethu pannanum naalu yosichi tha pannuvan. and athu bayam ah maariduchu yen na na panrathu nala thambii thangachi ya affect pannita poiduthunu. eppiyumey oru parenting side la irunthu irukan. eppovumey enna suthi irukavunga nalla irukanga la nu tha pathu irukan.enakaga na yosichathey illa .neraiya naal aluthu irukan , ennoda kastatha keka kooda yaarum irunthathu illa.neraiya naal thaniya ninnu la polambi irkan aluthu irukan. ipo varaiku giving side la irukan , apo apo thonu oru vaati kooda receiving side la irka maatoma nu. ana apdi irunthathu illa .still ipo varaiku yaarukavathu ethaavathu venum na no sollama senji thanthutu tha irukan entha oru expectation illama. ana enkau nu oru help illa yartayaavathu ippa pesuna nalla irukum nu yosichi thirumbi paatha yaarumey iruka maatanga,ithu oru bitter truth ennoda life la. Mukkiyamanathu enna na yen life la ennoda appa voda presence romba kammi.yen apdi solran na matha appa maari ennoda appa enta close la illa, enaku enna venumo atha elamey pannuvaru ana proper ah pesi kittathu illa. enaku enna venumo athu yellamey yen kaila irukum athula la entha koraiyum vachathu illa yen appa.may be na kooda soli irukalam avaru ta ana sonnathu tha lla. na stage la pesuratha track la oduratha aprm na eluthuratha la ennoda appa paakanum nu neraiya aasa pattu irukan ana ithu ethukumey yen appa vanthathu illa. epdi appa voda presence yen life la illamaley iruku athey maari unnoda presence uhm illama poidumo nu tha bayama iruku.atha na la na unta kova padurathu, enta pesu yenkooda seriya time spend pannu nu solrathu.sola pona ennaiya love panra paiyanavathu ipdi irukama irukanum tha na yosichi irukan. ana ipa na bayantha maari tha aaguthu, ne seriya enta pesurathey illa,day full ah pesa solli kekala atleast antha phone time 1hr la yaavathu ennaiya prioritize panni enta pesu nu tha kekuran unta. intha reels ku react panrathu aprm notes ku reply panrathu text panrathu la china vishayam tha ana atha kooda ne ippo la panrathu illa, sometimes thonum na ipdi irukurathunaala enga ne ennaiya alachiya pabaduthuriyo nu. unta na expensive gifts surprises la na kekala and atha na kekavum maatan I am just asking your time care and love. and thonum inga na ipdi irukaruthana ne veruthuduviyo nu. yen appovoda time spend panna pesala na yengi irukan ipavum yengitu tha irukan, pls unnoda pesence kaagavum ennaiya apdi yenga vaikatha, athu romba kastam pah. neraiya naal unta itha pesalam share pannalam nu antha 1hr time call pannuvan ana ne ethachu oru reason sollitu poiduva illa na line tha irupa ana anga pakkathula pesitu.antha maari time la romba kastama iruku enga life epdiyeh poidumo nu. ennaiya thaniya vitratha pah.