you dont understand the love i have for you. i just wish i could show it better. im sorry i cant get myself together. i want to make you happy but i just seem to fail so many times. i try my best. i try so hard so i get to see you but i always mess up. i cant fix myself. but im trying so hard. for you. for me. for us. i want this relationship. i need it. im trying to be the better for you. i want to be the girl you fell inlove with again. i want to be me again. i wish i could show you all my love from my mind but i just dont know whats wrong with me. i keep hurting you and i hate it. i dont want to break up. i don't want to lose you. so please dont leave me. im trying to get better for you. i want to be the best there is for you. i have so much more to say but thats all im going to tell you. i love you.