I’m just so upset that there’s a chance we cant do all the little things I wanted to do, that’s what I get for fantasizing to much, because I REALLY wanted to get high and eat brownies with you, you deserve a good real brownie, made from love, and my love is the best love yo, especially when it comes to baking, it’s too bad I can’t get a clear sign on your arrival yet, I hate that so bad, I hate it, I still feel like I care more than you, but then I tend to remember you saying you would spend a lot of your time trying to figure me out, not just thinking about me romantically like you’d think about a crush, like ACTUALLY try to figure out every little piece of me, that really stuck with me, you’re the only person that cared about me on a deep level, it also stuck with me when you said I’m the first person to give you an in depth reason on why I like your energy, I love that those words made you feel happy, because everything I said was true, all my friends wanted you out my life and I still stayed, idk why… even when you asked why am I staying even if they wanted you gone, I still had no clear idea on why, I just knew to keep you in my life, I hope I don’t regret that?? because I truly hate wasting my time, that’s the number one thing that pisses me off jitterbug… I have faith..