dear amelia im so fucking sorry, i genuinly feel so bad that you dont know. you have every reason to hate me and you dont even know me. im sorry he didnt tell you he had a thing with me or still does but i dont understand how he can love two women at the same time its fucked up, i wish i could tell you babes but i just cant bring myself to do it. , maybe one day i will but thats for future me to decide honestly. you will never read this and ill probably forget i wrote this in a few days but im so so so sorry. ps. if you find out i will probably sob, not because i didnt want you to find out. but because i dont want to hurt you. its crazy how i dont even know you but ive tried to give you signs, i followed you on tiktok and like all your stories hoping you will wonder why me and your boyfriend are mutual friends and why i like all your stories, fuck that you will probably wonder why tf i followed you in the first place honestly. ive tried and for the last time im so so fucking sorry beautiful x