I know we're friends and I'm super happy we are. But I love you more than just a friend. I'm sorry, I never wanted to feel this way about you but I can't help it. You mean so much to me and I can't risk losing our friendship if I ever confess. It hurts my heart when you talk about other boys all the time and I know you won't ever love me back since your straight and I'm a just girl and I'd never be your chosen one. I can't get you out of my head at all, you appear in my dreams too. I sometimes even feel my heart aching, my body feeling numb, and even nauseous sometimes. My mind keeps drifting towards memories of us, every compliment you gave me, your happy smile, when I make you laugh, and so much more. I even still have the hoodie and every little thing/ gift you gave me and I cherish it deeply for some reason even if it’s tiny. I care about you but I can’t help but feel jealous when you’re talking to other friends or people other than me. It’s horrible I know and I don’t want to feel this way. I hate how my feelings keep growing for you and building up as time passes, and I can’t do anything about it. Maybe one day in the near future I’ll realize this is was all just a phase and my feelings will fade eventually. But for now I love you so much sweetheart and in the end you deserve to end up with a person that will make you happy.