It’s okay. Really, it is okay and I fully understand. Please stop blaming yourself. Please stop beating yourself up. You weren’t in a good place. I know things were so hard for you and I apologize for not being more mindful of how you felt. I expected too much from you during such a hard time. I know you weren’t feeling well and I sprung so much on you. I know you said you are sorry but it was not your fault and I hate that you blame yourself for everything. We both said and did things wrong. I’m not mad at you, at all. Thank you so much for reaching out. I love you and that will never change.