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To: Duday uy•17th of Oct, 2026To my ex

‎Hello, Amyra. ‎ ‎Baby, this might be the last time na mag-message ako sa'yo. Hahahaha. I’m truly sorry for all the broken promises I made and for everything I’ve done that hurt you. I’m sorry for the times when I failed to understand your side fully, for the moments when I made you feel unheard, and for the times when my actions didn’t match the love and promises I gave you. I know that saying sorry won’t undo the pain I caused, but I want you to know that I genuinely regret the things I did that hurt you. ‎ ‎Thank you, thank you so much for all the memories and lessons we shared with each other. I hope that someday, we can both grow from everything we went through, even if we have to do it separately. Thank you for your family and for welcoming me so warmly into your lives. I will never forget how kindly they treated me and how they made me feel like I was one of their own. I will always be grateful for that. Thank you, too, for treating my family with kindness and love. I appreciate it more than words can explain. ‎ ‎I appreciate you so much, Cha. Your presence, your love, your efforts, your kindness, and every little thing about you will always mean something to me. You became such a beautiful part of my life, and I will always be thankful that our paths crossed, even if they might not cross again someday. I sincerely hope that life gives you the happiness, peace, and love you have always been looking for. I hope that someday, you find the kind of love you truly deserve, someone who will love you gently, understand you even when things get difficult, and treat you better than I did. Someone who will keep the promises they make to you and never make you question whether you are worth the effort. Someone who will choose you, not just when things are easy, but even when loving you requires patience, understanding, and sacrifice. ‎ ‎Cha, I love you, sobra. You know how deep my love for you is, and I don’t think words will ever be enough to explain just how much you mean to me. Even if this is where our story ends, please know that what I felt for you was real. I loved you with all that I had, even if there were times when I failed to show it in the ways you needed and deserved. I’m sorry that there were parts of our love that I couldn’t take care of properly. If there is one thing I wish I could have done better, it would be loving you in a way that made you feel safe, understood, appreciated, and assured that you were never alone. ‎ ‎And, baby, please, stop wasting your time on things and people that only drain you or make you forget your worth. Please don’t neglect yourself just because life gets too heavy. Don’t forget to eat on time, get enough rest, and take care of yourself, especially on the days when you feel like you can’t handle everything anymore. Please be gentle with yourself. Don’t be too hard on yourself when things don’t go the way you want them to. I hope you never lose yourself trying to make other people happy, and I hope you always remember that you deserve the same love and care that you so willingly give to others. ‎ ‎Sana, kahit wala na ako sa tabi mo, huwag mong pababayaan ang sarili mo, ha? Please keep choosing yourself, even on the days when it feels difficult. Huwag mong kalimutang alagaan ang sarili mo, kasi mahalaga ka. You are worth so much more than you sometimes realize, and I hope you never settle for anything less than the love, respect, and happiness you deserve. I may no longer be the person who gets to remind you of these things, but I sincerely hope that you never forget them. ‎ ‎I hope you continue chasing your dreams, reaching your goals, and becoming the person you have always wanted to be. I hope you find reasons to smile even on the days when everything feels heavy. And whenever life gets difficult, I hope you remember that you have already survived so many things, and you are capable of getting through so much more. Please don't give up on yourself, Cha. There is still so much beautiful life waiting for you. ‎ ‎I wish I could have loved you better. I wish I could have kept every promise I made and given you the kind of love that would have made you feel certain about us. I wish things had turned out differently for us. But maybe, despite how much we love each other, there are things we need to learn and parts of ourselves we need to heal separately. And as much as it hurts, I think I have to accept that. ‎ ‎Please know that letting you go doesn't mean that you suddenly became less important to me. It doesn't mean that the memories we shared no longer matter, or that the love I have for you will simply disappear. It only means that I am learning to accept what I can no longer change. And if walking away is what will finally give us the space to grow, heal, and find the peace we need, then I hope that someday, we will understand why things had to happen this way. ‎ ‎I will always pray for your happiness, even if I am no longer part of it. I hope life treats you kindly, and I hope that whenever you look back on us, you remember not only the pain but also the beautiful moments we shared. I hope you remember that, at some point in our lives, we loved each other, tried our best, and created memories that will always be a part of who we are. ‎ ‎I love you so much, Cha. Sobra-sobra. And if this really is the last time I get to tell you how much I love you, then I want you to know that you were never just an ordinary person in my life. You were someone I genuinely loved, someone I cared for deeply, and someone I once imagined spending so much of my life with. ‎ ‎Thank you for being part of my life, baby. Thank you for the love, the memories, the lessons, and for being you. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you, and I hope that someday, when the hurt is no longer as heavy, we can both look back on what we had with peaceful hearts. ‎ ‎Goodbye, my Cha. Please take care of yourself for me, okay? Be happy, keep growing, and never forget how worthy you are of a love that will never make you question your place in someone's life. ‎ ‎I love you, always. And even if I can no longer say those words to you every day, a part of me will always be grateful that, for a time, I got to love you and call you mine.

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