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To: DEAR DEEPU 💔 119th of Feb, 2026Unsent

I honestly didn’t think malli ila oka letter rayalsina time vasthundani 🥲 After that first one, I really believed we’d go back to how we used to be. But… no. Chala chepav. So let’s address one by one. First… “I don’t deserve this” ani matladadam stop chey. Nuvvu a context lo ela antunnavo naku nijanga ardham kaledu. Nuvvu enduku ala feel avtunnavo teliyadu. Kani nenu “I’m serious” ani cheppinappudu — adhi casual ga, flow lo, leda emotion lo cheppaledu. Nuvvu deserve aa kaadha ane vishayam kaadhu issue. Issue enti ante — nuvvu clarity tho lekapovadam. Confusion ni handle cheyyagalanu. Distance ni kuda manage cheyyagalanu. Kani uncertainty matram kastam. “You deserve better” ani chepi velipodam easy option naku . But Clarity ivvadam — adhe real maturity. Next… “Why only me?” ani adigav. “Why only you?” ante… nijanga naku clear answer ledu. - Adhi tharvatha matladukundham. But “Why not others?” — let’s talk about that. Nenu evaritho matladina andharu same avvaru. Yes, naku chala friends unnaru, Close people kuda unnaru. Kani andhartho same type of bond undadhu ga? Right? Connection ante random ga create avvadhu. It doesn’t happen just because we talk daily. It doesn’t happen just because we’re comfortable. Nuvvu different kabatti nenu serious ga unna. Nuvvu important kabatti nenu clarity adugutunna. If you were just “one more person” in that list of friends, nenu ee conversation kuda start cheyyaledu. “You notice small things, I feel happy” annav. Honestly… naku chala happy anipinchindhi. At least nenu ninnu care chesthunna ani nuvvu ardham chesukunnav. “But I’m stuck… choosing my life. Correct decision thiskuntunnana? Leda wrong way velthunnana?” annav. See… Decision correct aa wrong aa ani immediate ga evaru cheppaleru. Not me. Not even top rankers or most successful people. - Time matrame answer istundi. Kani okati matram cheppagalanu — idhi workout ayithe… “Not every man is the same” ani nenu prove cheyalanukunna. Force ga kaadhu. Words tho kaadhu. Consistency tho. But before all that… oka question neeku neevu adugu Nuvvu fear tho decide chesthunava? Leda clarity tho? Yaa i think I have addressed everything ... Maybe niku kavalsina answers dhorikay Anukunta 🥲 And in next one let's talk about my side my point of view 🫶

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