(извини что инглиш) to be honest, i didn’t fully even know what i was apologizing for today, i only knew that my silence was a wrong thing to do and then only halfway our conversation i realized that you were really offended but only when i got home i understood that you were hurt. and now i know what i’m sorry for. dear my Alikhan (my one and only), i’m really sorry for hurting you. it was never my intention, i was not even realizing it, i was not manipulating you, i’m so sorry that you felt that way, i was just straight up mean to you. i could never hurt you intentionally. i also realized why i was mean to you. you are my first boyfriend, which you are my first guy. i was cautious of you. i was taking every mistake by you as a threat, and was not trusting you. it’s my first relationship too, i’m sorry that i was cautious of you for too long i really hope you will feel my sincerity through this letter, i wish i could just transfer “my soul” to you, so you could feel it, just to prove you that i’m really sorry. i wish we were quantum entanglement, just to show you how much i love you. “i love you” for me used to be just a cliché phrase, that i heard from the movies but now looking at you, i can feel it and i’m really sad that i hurt someone whom i care, cherish, love. i’m not forcing you or pressuring you to forgive me right away [ or even forgive me at all( ] take your time, whenever you are ready, i won’t bother you till i will be waiting just text me, and when it will happen, i will be the happiest person on that day as the song says, Always Love💗