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To: Jalon22nd of Feb, 2026First love

I miss you. I miss the sound of your voice. I swear if you called I’d answer so quickly. If we bumped into each other in the store in fall to pieces. I have no other way to reach you. I am grieving. I lied. I lied when I said it wouldn’t bother me if you moved on, I lied when I said I’d be happy for you. We vowed to each other in the aisle of our store. My heart my soul. It will never forget. I don’t think I will ever be able to swallow this ache, this sadness. I dream of you often, I think of you every single day. Every day I ache for you. You should’ve trusted me, you should’ve gave me time. I miss you. I just gods I miss you. I love you so much. God I want you to be back in my life. I wanted you. I will always want you. I’m devastated. I miss hearing you play guitar, I miss driving around with you, I miss listening to music, I can’t finish the last season of our show. You will always be the Jamie to my Claire. I love you. I love you so much. I cry for you almost every single day. I cling to your memories. I look back at photos. I miss you. I love you. Call me. Text me. Something.