hi bes cant even sleep this time bc i've been thinking siguro this is the right time to tell u i know this might be sounds crazy but here it is, way back when we we're high school i haven't show u what my real feeling goes for u comes to the point that i keep pushing my feelings for u because i was totally scared back then u know me i was too soft and happy but the real is i just act that way like im just pretending it. what i talking about is the feelings i kept back then was im into u i fall for u but im scared to tell u because i might get rejected by my bestfriend so i everyday back then i pushed my feelings away so that our friendship was safe and protected. i did really kept this for so many years i just had the courage to tell u about this and sorry for not telling u as early as possible.