I know you will probably never see this, but.. I love you, so truly much. I wish you were a boy, so that way I could express these emotions to you in real life, without feeling a sense of shame and disgust. Why did you have to be a girl? Why couldn't you be a boy? I have had romantic feelings for you since I was 6 years old, since the first day we decided to become friends. I know you don't swing in the same direction as me. I know, but, I still hope that you will some day. And I still hope that you will kiss me on the lips, some sunny day. Goodbye.