I'm here again, I don't even know where to start this. That day when I heard that word… right there itself I felt like I had already lost something. After that I went through a lot of things… things you will probably never know, and honestly, things I don’t even want to share. Konni moments lo anipinchindi ivanni cheppakudadhu ani. But at the end… nv dhini kuda overthink cheyadam naku istam ledhu. You clearly said, “nen adagalsinavi adigesa… I don’t need any answers and I don’t care about your answers.” But ee particular point lo, nala nuvu kuda questions tho migilipokudadhu ani anipinchindi. Anduke… each and every question ans chesa Not because you asked for it, because you needed to know them ! "Nene vadhilinchukunna Ee matram blame chesukunte chaalu aah ??" Is this all I want from you? Do you think I'm here to blame you back? No, right. Aa roju kuda nenu adhi just a story ani endhuku cheppa? Because I never wanted you to blame yourself. "Nenu oka memory ga unnanu anukunna but oka nightmare antunte antha worst ga unnana anipistundi " Memory? Nightmare? It’s not about you. It’s not about the moments I had with you. It’s about the things I went through after that. The God knows the truth,” ante — “God kadhu, nene suffer ayya” anav. that’s a fact , i can't say no for it Maybe I’m not mentioning your name in my Insta stories anymore. Maybe I’m not talking about you with my friends anymore. But that God alone knows how many times I mentioned your name in front of Him. He knows how many times I went to Him… just so I wouldn’t keep overthinking things. (Nv parichayam chesina " Radha Krishna " ne macha) At the end of everything, naku okate ardham ayyindi macha. We kept arguing and fighting through these WhatsApp texts. But instead of all this, if we had just sat beside each other and talked, like we used to in our college days… looking into each other’s eyes and saying what we actually felt. Because that’s how we used to solve things back then. I strongly feel that if we had done that even once, this gap wouldn’t be here today. (Maybe one right conversation was all we needed to clear this.)