There are times in life that it all seems so happy or positive but to be honest in a month there will always be a day or more where I will breakdown because as much as I'm fighting all of this I can't stop thinking why it has to be me? Why do I have to fight 3 diseases that takes years to cure? I'm so sick of fighting this since I was a child, I didn't even got to experience a normal life like eating what other kids eat back then. It's so tiring that you always felt that you always need someone to rely on so you can live with the guarantee of you being saved from harms. I want to live independently and explore more in life without having someone taking care of me. I also wished to get a driving license soon because I love racing so much but I can't get it because of my seizures. I hope one day that all these diseases will go away because I'm so tired of fighting it.