i wish i was kidding when i have to tell everyone that i dont talk or text my boyfriend anymore. I wish that, somehow, i could kiss you and don´t want more. We came from such a greedy nature, and so was i. Then as you never seemed interested in my conversations or opinions. I tried to cheer you up, and you, in favor, made a promise. And i did too. But you insist in being so human. In being something degradable, something...flat. I always wanted to live alone by myself, but, somehow, i was cursed. Cursed forever to love someone who doesnt correspond to genuine, and most true feelings. Cursed forever to cling to someone who does not shape all of my expectations of my true love in my own view. Such as we are a forbidden love for society, for your parents. The world has cursed you for not corresponding to the feelings of a dear one whose your body tries to reject, but in your mouth, it tells such a different tale. I was never so sane, but i have to say. I cannot lie, i wish i loved you way more than i actually do. I am not obssesed, is this people and you. Please, listen. Itsuki, you are the most grandious thing in my existence. We are big nothings compared to the entire universe, you and me, me and you, we, in every universe, i will always love way too much. And you, could never love me th way that i do. I want to live in your eyes. I want to touch and rest in you existence. I did not think that was a way to look into someone´s eyes and see much more than just cornea and iris. But when i look into yours, i see us. And i always will.