I wonder if you will ever find this letter again it is currently 8/9/25 and 4:46 in the morning. If you found this again then I guess you feel lost as I do right now or just remembered that you wrote yourself a letter all those years ago. I know how eager you are to find you own name on this websites and see if that message came form someone you know, well here's one that you know for sure is made specifically for you. I just want you to know that you are doing better than where you should've been in your life I know that you always wanted more and be the same as everyone else I know that you want something that sets you apart. You want a whole 'nother world that only you know. Somewhere you excel and somewhere you feel connected to. You've always been most jealous of that one girl not because she's smart nor athletic but because she has that one thing you truly want "love" not for someone but for what she cares about. The ability to make and have that inner talent all sources of her confidence. The way she learned japanese, sings, and have a creative mind you wished all of those things for yourself haven't you? but life got in the way and so is money you blamed everything but yourself. Maybe it was life and money but hey if you wanted it so bad why haven't you done it yet?