I miss you... I think of you every day... Do you still think of me...? Do clouds still make you think of me...? I can't apologise enough for the pain I caused you... I can't apologise enough for what I did... I just wish you didn't see me as a rapist... I wish you didn't have to cut me off... I wish we could restart... I don't know if you'll ever read this... I hope you don't... It would just fuck more things up... But if you do, just know that I would do, quite literally, anything to have you back in my life... I would move the sun if you would come back and talk to me... Maybe if we sit down and talk, you'd understand what happened... I love you... I always have and I always will... Til the day I die, I will continue to love you... My darling dove, you are the reason I stay on this planet... In hopes you will fly back to me... I love you...