Aslm Aaliyah I know that u have experienced something that did hurt your feelings so bad, to the point where u cried, mourned and suffered because of it. And I pushed it by reminding you of who made you like that. I know I have done something so unforgivable. You have been telling me to stop mentioning him, to stop talking about him, and to stop even making you think abt him. He himself is the root that hurts you and I kept on. I am such an asshole, such a jerk, such a idiotic, rude, cruel, toxic, brainless, dumb, immature, fake, and coldest person to you and fully deserve what you did by blocking me. I just didnt realize how hurtful it would be to lose you as someone close to me. I am really really really really sorry. I ask maaf from the bottom of my heart and you are someone that I cherish. Your someone whos close to my heart. Someone I can call when I need them. Someone I can comfortably be around. Someone that isn't like anyone at all. Someone who is there for a person with a kind heart, beautiful personality, beauty that shines throughout the galaxy, someone with the looks that can pull anyone. This isn't about that tho. I know what im saying sounds stupid, self centered, but I dont want to lose you as a friend. I know that I haven't been there for you as much as you been there for me. I feel so horrible just reflecting on it. You did so much for me and ive been such a rude friend to you. From the bottom of my heart I ask for maaf. For the mistake I have done. For the cruelty I have showed u. In the moment I didn't think about it. When u said I shouldn't mention the one that u loved. I am truly sorry for doing that to you. I feel so angry at myself for doing that to you, that if I had fhe chance to not say what I said and remind you of it I'd do it without second thought because I now realize that it really hurt you. I promise I will never ever be such a person and always take what u say that u meant to heart and will remember what to say and what to not say. I promise I will not be the same person who reminds u of something u hate and smth that you dont like and smth that hurt you when u loved them. I am really sorry. If my apology does not work and that u hate me now for eternity. Just know that you are the closest girl to my heart and losing you will be the death of me. But you choosing whether to talk to me again is up to you. I will not force you. I just wanted to apologize and tell u that I will miss you. No matter if we are no longer friends. I will always cherish the moments you helped me and comfort me and listened to me when Noone else could. Im just now going to be angry and hate myself for not ever doing that for you and it will be my punishment for what I did to you. This feeling im feeling for you blocking me and removing me from your life is my punishment for being so to you and I fully deserve it. I will keep you in my duas so that you pass your exams and get into your studies that you want to study in. Shukran for everything From Ameer